I feel blessed! Syukur Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah, syukur tak terkata bila Allah telah temukan aku insan yang benar-benar menyayangi dan menerima kekuranganku seadanya.

Ya Allah, kuatkanlah jodoh kami.

Murahkanlah rezeki kami agar kami dapat mendirikan rumahtangga secepat mungkin. Amin

de' moments

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Babe, I just want to say I love you, never seems enough.

I've said it so many times, because im scared you wont understand what I really mean when I say it.

How can so much feeling fit into those three little words.

But until I find some other way of saying what I feel then 'i love you' will have to do.

So no matter how many times I say it, never take it lighty,

because you are my life and my only love. 

I love you more now than I ever had before! ;)

It's me by myself

She has secrets.

You'll never know or understand.

She appears so strong on the outside,

But on the inside her world is spinning upside down.

She's smiling and standing tall to the outta world.

She's crying and breaking down in her inner world.

She appears so happy to her mates,

But alone, she shares her tears with her pillow.

She knows not to get her hopes up,

As they always come crashing down.

She's heard it all before and felt it all.

She's experienced more then her fair share.

One touch, and she'll flinch.

One harsh, word and she'll cried.

One bad moment and she'll break down.

She trusts no one,

Because the people she has,

Hurt her and leave her to pick up the pieces.

She believes no one,

Because the people she has, lied and betray Her.

So for now she'll keep to herself.

And pretend everything is fine, when everything is wrong.

She is..

Me......

It's been a while

It's been a while I didn't update anything in this blog since last year.

And dalam jangka masa yang pendek ni pun macam-macam dah jadi. 

Ada berita happy, ada yang sedih. Ada yang baik, ada yang buruk.

Hmm.

Okay, nak dipendekkan cerita. Since last day aku update blog, keesokkan harinya laptop dan phone aku hilang. Rumah aku kena rompak.

Kalau nak katakan kena rompak pada waktu malam, aku tido jam 4pagi hari tu.

So, agak2 dalam subuh macam tu la rumah aku kena rompak.

And the best part, time rumah aku kena rompak, semua orang masih tido and tak sedar langsung rumah kena pecah masok.

Kalau nak tahu cerita kehidupan aku.

Hmm..

Hidup aku macam biasa.

Happy or tak. Aku tak dapat nak cakap.

Tapi alhamdulillah.

I can handle it by myself. Stand on my own feet. :)

okayy stoppp! 

Topic changed!

Last week,

Akma (my best friend,you can search in the other post) selamat diijab kabul dengan  pasangan nya yang bertahun-tahun menjalinkan hubungan.

I'm so happy for her.

Intan and manja tak lama lagi.

And aku?

Hehehe.

Insyallah. 

Cuma aku sekarang ni, follow the flow.

If it will happen, it will be. :)

Persahabatan tak seindah dulu

Aku tak tahu mana punca dan sebabnya kami berempat tak serapat dulu..

Renggang amat ketara apabila keluar bersama..

Mungkinkah kami semakin meningkat dewasa dan tidak tak sehaluan lagi?

Lately, kami dah jarang contact eachother, 

sometimes dorang keluar tanpa ajak aku pun..

Yes, memang aku admit,

aku dah banyak berubah sekarang..

Aku jadi seorang pendiam bila keluar dengan dorang..

Nak tahu kenapa?

Sebab aku banyak ketinggalan dengan cerita terbaru dorang..

Maklumlah dorang kerap keluar tanpa aku kan?

So aku tak tahu cerita laa..

Dan aku rasa orang asing bila keluar dengan dorang..

Sebab banyak benda dorang taknak share dengan aku..

Dorang macam banyak rahsia..

Memang betul, sometimes dorang keluar aku cuba mengelak diri..

Bukan dengan sengaja.. dorang pun tahu even aku xbekerja, aku dok rumah..

Aku tolong business sate parents aku dirumah..

 Aku bukan anak orang senang macam dorang..

Xkerja pun duit ada boleh keluar hari-hari..

Aku x..

Apa aku nak, aku kena usaha sendiri..

Bukan jenis aku pinjam duit sana-sini semata-mata nak enjoy.

Sometimes aku rasa, dorang tahu situasi aku.. Apa aku buat..

Tapi dorang buat-buat macam tak tahu je..

Dan bukan jenis aku melepak yang xmendatangkan hasil..

Bila aku ajak atau membuka bicara tentang masa depan..

Dorang buat wat derk jer.. Kadang-kadang dorang gelak..

Terasa annoying giler aku pada masa tu..

Bagi aku, aku nak aku dan kawan-kawan aku sama-sama senang dengan aku..

Bagi aku masa tu emas..

Penyesalan takkan datang dulu..

Bila dah rasa menyesal tu kita dah tak boleh buat apa-apa lagi dah..

Umur semakin meningkat, masa pun tak dapat diundurkan balik..

Dengan izin Allah SWT, takda yang mustahil dalam dunia ni..

Walaupun kita takde diploma ke,degree ke, kita boleh jadi orang yang berjaya..

Asalkan ada usaha, bersabar dan bertawakal..

I wish we'all can be like used to be..

Like no secrets, keep contact eachother, be a good listener when needed..

I miss you Friend's..

Lot of hug's and kissed from me :x

Terima Kasih Hamba Allah yg baik hati :)

Yesterday..

I got a lot of chocolate's......

From who?

Biarlah rahsia..

Hahahahahahaha!

Good night yuolls!

Love yaaaa!

xoxo

:*

What a Hectic day for me!

Pffffttttttt!

Penat giler aku hari ni..

Jari jemari aku ni dah cramp disebabkan menaip..

Aku busy dok isi borang kerja..

Apply kat sana, Apply kat sini..

Isi ni, isi itu..

Ergggghhhh..

Lagi-lagi buat resume!

Pffffttt..

At last,bukan 2biji panadol aku telan..

4biji sekali gus!

Rasa nak aku telan je laptop ni!

Tapi bila di ingatkan balik sebab aku apply kerja,

jin dalam badan aku ni jadi cool balikk..

kahkahkah!

"bersusah-susah dahulu,bersenang-senang kemudian"

Insyallah..

Semoga Allah S.W.T murahkan rezeki aku,

and hopefully kerja yang aku mintak semua tu, at least ada 1 sangkut jadilaaaa..

Kan..? :)

Bolehla aku balas jasa baik makbapak aku yang menjaga aku sejak aku kecik lagi, betul tak?

:) 

Anyway,thanks because keep on reading on my blog..

(Even it's getting bored -.-' and love story sedikit demi sedikit mula berleluasa dalam blog aku ni haaaa)

Hahaha!

And I know, the person who keep on reading my blog are CONCERN about me, and wanna know what I am doing and what Im thinking..

Thankyou so much..

I love you all..

Please pray for me so that can be a successful person in du'nya and akhirat..

Amin..

Xoxo 

 

Shisha di HARAMKAN?????

Ye.....

Shisha dharamkan..

Aku tengok berita tv3 malam tadi..

Aku pun kaki shisha gak..

Boleh dikatakan every week pergi shisha..

Mengikut kajian, shisha ni membahayakan kesihatan.

And shisha ni lebih teruk dari rokok.. -.-'''

And after this I try my best la untuk stop shisha..

So, for all out there yg belum pernah merasa shisha tu, boleh cuba before shisha pupus dimuka bumi ni..

hahahahahahaha!

Just kidding..

Lebih baik stay away dari benda ni laa..

Untuk kesihatan..

Sayangilah nyawa dan orang tersayang!

You aren't just my Best Friend! You are my sister!

( Akma - My Cousin )

I love the way she is.

She's strong women.

Have a awesome voice when she's singing!

Salute on her, you can say anything but she didnt give a damn on what everyone say on her backs.

Have a confident and lil faith on herself!

 ( Manja - Chubby and emotional person )

She's quite silent when she's down.

But she will tell us when she cant stand it anymore.

She never show her tears on us. 

She's always want to look strong in front anyone! 

 ( Intan - Stronger women, loving person, friendzone )

She's always there for me when I need her. 

She's my best friend. She's just my everything.

I don't care what you earn, what you earn, where you live, what you drive, whether you are fat or thin, tall or short, beautiful or average, poor or rich, smart or not. 

If you're my friend, you're my friend. I accept you for who you are and that's all that matters.

If I say I'll be there for you, you can count on me. 

I'm not the type of person to just let a friend cry herself to sleep. 

I'll stay up late talking about the weirdest things to cheer you up. 

I'll hug you at awkward times just to see you break a smile. 

I'll let you cry on my shoulder, and most of all I'll never let my best friend go. 

You aren't just my Best Friend. 

You are my sister and I love you to freaking death.